After a couple of sad days i've picked myself up, dusted myself and getting on with my life. I had a few silly upsets and a couple of why me? days, but i'm ready and rearing to go again. i know that i've been doing it a bit hard but then i think about my wife and children and how hard it must be for them as well. i don't feel sorry for myself and must now keep on improving and win this battle only a positve attitude will make me win and get back to my old life, i'm blessed that i can still attend Lions meetings and i have plenty of time put together a monthly newsletter (bulletin) plus learning how to do powerpoint presentations. my one handed typing is getting better. so all i can say now is that by mantaining a positve attitude we will all get over out disabilities etc.