Just Tryin'
I wish I knew what I'm doing wrong with this blog! When I'm finished, it should read out right away...I don't think you should have to direct it to do so. Anyway...my eyesight is getting worse, my doc's appt is Friday and I'm so afraid that he's going to tell me I have cataracts that must be removed and I'm terrified of having to go thru surgery and take care of all those eye drops and stuff.
I'm not having a good time this weekl just can't get myself in gear to do anything....all I want to do is sleep....classic signs of depression. But I'm so tired of "being strong" and forcing myself to do things on my own. i want to be able to walk across the floor without having to hold on to something....I want to be able to type and do some writing without constantly correcting what I type, I want to be able to do my laundry and actually sit up in bed like I used to....Today I'm a whiner....And I know all this will come back in time....but today I just want to moan and feel sorry for Anne.
I'm trying to look at how far I've already come and get a positive attitude once again - I guess it's just today..
So just ignore all the crappy stuff and know I'm still just trying.
Stay well, my friends.
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