As Veggie's 'caregiver' (although I prefer the term husband) I can honestly say that I've not thought of leaving for one second. I don't stay because of any vow I made or of any sense of commitment, She's the same woman I married 20 years ago, just unable to do a few things now. All the things I do I also did for our kids when they were small and will probably do for our grandkids (if we get any), all of these things are done for love, pure & simple. The 10.5 months I spent visiting her in hospital, the arguing with medical staff, keeping down a job and making sure the kids were ok was the worst time in my life but I'd do it over and over again just to have her home for one day. The last 10 months when my wife has been home have really been the happiest of my life, not sure she believes me though, despite having all the 'nice' jobs to do. Despite what people say the caregiver has it easiest, I can go out when I want to within reason, I can eat what I want to, and I don't have to depend on others, plus I don't have to go away on business trips anymore. Apart from a few things my life is pretty much the same as before.