Clark,

I probably shouldn't tell you that I got a laugh out of your saying the following, but I did:

I would never bring it up in front of my shrink because he really is too smart for me ands almost always win our little intellectual skirmish

Clark,

So sounds like you need to talk.....do you EVER check your PM's??????? For gods sake, you have come so far to let yourself slide back now. ?You do have self respect. Self control? Well what the hell is that????? But Jean told you the secret, she's right, fake it long enough and you start living it as if it's the truth. I need to talk to you, I have been having a really rough time and I need some confidence (ego) boosting. Where have you been? I can't even call you yet cause I don't have long distance yet.

Pam