Anxiety's already started
Okay,
Thursday I have a cardio appt. I make myself sick over them. Nervous and anxious, dreams, night mares. The latest dream was that I was going to have to have my chest cracked open like a lobster again. My last Cardio appt. went well, I have 0 shortness of breath. But I am always scared that they are going to find something not working right, and I will have to undergo surgery again.
My stroke was supposively caused from a clot developed on my mitral valve, but I think that stress had a big part in it too. I will have an Office visit and echocardiogram done Thurs. I have some good anti-anxiety meds to help me deal with visits like I will have on Thursday. If all turns out good on Thursday. I should feel pretty healthy despite stroke effects.
I will let you know the outcome of my checkup on Thursday afternoon.
Amy
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