A "Normal" Moment in Time.
Sunday morning I woke up feeling "normal". My first thought was ok I have time before I have to dress for work. The Husband was in the living room with the kido. some of the four legged kiddos were laying on the bed with me. I looked at the closet and thought "where are my uniforms?" Then reality set in I no longer had work. But I felt Awesome today like the last months were a bad dream like nothing was wrong. No Hazy mind no tingling arms or legs I could move everything freely no pain, not even a tooth ache. Then I stood up and it all rushed back it was all over the feeling of being normal and full of life was gone. Hello hazey mind. tingly fingers and toes and achey legs, Hello pain and aches. Wow how I wish I had not moved from the bed. At least it was a moment that I got to feel or remember what it felt like to feel like I did before the breaks were applied to slow down this train.
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