Today the insurance company is delivering a hand brace that my OT recommended, but insurance refused to cover. I used the one they covered and it did not work out for me. I made lots of phone calls. I filed grievances. Was I right to fuss or not. All I know is it worked. It is being delivered today they tell me.

The nurse cart was in front of my room. I saw one of the men that claimed that table and had the staff's loyalty. When he saw me walk out of my bathroom,his eyes opened wide and he wheeled himself away quickly,kept glancing behind him. When I witnessed his fear in his eyes,no challenging there,he seemed pathetic. But I know he saw the anger in my eyes.

I need to let it go for my own sake. I mostly am upset at the staff. I felt shocked and betrayed.

Apparently I can report whatever I want,but the director investigated and they said they asked me and it was ok for me to not leave,the other residents wanted To move,leave. I just look insane. I even doubted myself listening to her. Until I looked at those beady cowardly eyes bulge out and his hasty retreat.

I need to put it behind me, but when the staff I reported come around,I get real anxious.

One lady from bingo came to my room to see if I was alright. She said you have to be. She said see you at Bingo.

Is this my existence now?

My roomie said I am an unforgiving person and gave me some unbelievable stories of what she has forgiven.Unlikely too.

I was so upset. My health not worth this..