being in love
what does being in love FEEL like? i once thought i knew, but realize now that i do not.
i know what LOVE feels like, but what about being IN it? is there a difference? i really dunno. does it mean he's all you think about? or is that lust?. how does a person really know? does it mean you are willing to make sacrifices?. does it mean you are friends before anything else? does it mean that you will do anything FOR that person? is it an un named feeling in your heart that when you have it you just KNOW?
my heart has been numb for SO long, i can't feel much. when my body and head got numb too, i was REALLY numb. my mind only recently woke up and now i have this gnawing yearning in my heart, that i will die before i will ever know what being in love FEELS like. maybe some people just don't GET to know. i can THINK being in love, i can SEE being in love, i can READ about being in love, i can DO ABOUT ANYTHING about being in love except FEEL it.
do you have to WANT it?. maybe i don't. maybe i am too old, tired, and stone hearted to know what it felt like if it raised its head to my face and BIT me. maybe i will not think about it anymore. maybe i'll forget it and and tune into other things. hey....
IF YOU FORGET IT
IT WILL COME!!!!!
ya know, like that baseball movie......"field of dreams".
BUILD IT AND THEY WILL COME!!!!!
I'M JUST TOO TIRED TO CARE RIGHT NOW. I'LL BE LIKE SCARLET AND THINK ABOUT IT TOMORROW.
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