The unknown windmills are much harder to fight with bigger shadows.

I find when I color that my mind turns off for a while so I can relax and not cry or worry.

You are brave when you need it. You are never alone. You have this little family caring online. Best thing is talk anytime.

We know worry never stopped just by willpower so lets talk any time.

I still wait for another stroke but I want to not survive sometimes and then I say no that is not what I want I am just fearful I will have more problems. normal. we want

All the best for the days ahead.  You are in my prayers.  Most things go better than we anticipate so all should be well.  Relax and try not to worry too much.

Hang in there. You can do this. Being a bit scared is normal.  You've done all the planing you can, you have your strategies in place. now it's up to the fates and your surgeon.  As you said, once it's done you will know what next. No point crossing bridges for rivers you haven't reached yet.  Fingers and toes crossed ( whenever I can spare them) that you get a good result.

I  have got you in my Prayers. Try and not get so worked up that your pressure go up. Relax, What will be will be.  I know it is easy to say, but i find that me worrying, got me so worked up, not good. Once i had happy thoughts, after three times the opration been cancelle, it was a go. No regets, after six years, no problems.  

God Bless

Yvonne