I haven't had a stroke so I can't say much about the effects of one personally. But I can totally relate to feeling alone, not having someone to pal around with and not being satisfied because some things in my life have stalled. I know that all these things won't change by themselves, but sometimes it's hard (and scary, too) to try to make a change. I hope you realize though, you have never came across in any post or blog as anything but a sweet, caring person. Try not to be so hard on yourself.

Kristen