Last night I just about threw a major hissy fit.

Every Monday and Wednesday I descend into a deep depression because I know that on Tuesday and Thursday, I am forced to spend time with my neighbor lady...she drives me nuts She has no friends and has attached herself to me much like a parasite. I can't do anything without her attaching herself to me and I am force to bring her along.

I try to explain to my hubby how my 'having' to relate to Helen has affected me and words excape me... he finally said that I don't have to go on Tues and Thurs anymore.... now I have guilt about 'ditching' Helen.

My 'relationship' with Helen has been a great source of depression for me. I do feel sorry for her but am extremely tired of her barging her way into my world. First the stroke stole my life and the life I am left with has Helen cramed down my throat. I'm confused and angry.