Well yesterday was not a great day... I had a melt down...

I did manage to "maintain" for the most part.

I think I just got over tired. Have been working on the cook book, recovering from a cold and then doctor's appointments.

Most of my labs came back normal, but my cholesterol and triglycerides are up.

So now they are going to try me on Vytorin. I hope this one helps without the side effects I had from the others I have tried (3 of them).

I had my bone density test and I thought it would come out good...well NOT

so now I am on 3 more pills a day for that and an appointment with the doctor next week to discuss the new medication for Osteoporosis called FORTEO. it is injectabble, you do it yourself. Shots don't bother me and I am not afraid of doing this... JUST DISAPPOINTED. I should be (and am) glad we found it early before I lose more bone. This medication does help rebuild bone. They have a program so if you qualify you can get the medication for 12.00 a month..otherwise it is 600.00 a month

Think I was having an "emotional liability" day.

Told my husband, guess you should trade me in for a new model this one is damaged.

I got lots of hugs and I love you's....

So now I have added a cholesterol/triglyceride pill, a vitaimin and 2 calcium tablets (for a total of 1400 milligrams of calcium with magnesium and vitamin D to my other medications.

Maybe I will get full from all the pills and will lose another 10 lbs. My goal is 132.

I am still Thankful that I don't have more damage from the stroke. I see many people that have more problems than I do and my heart goes out to them. I try to gain inspiration and confidence from all my friends here but sometimes you just have a day when it's hard to be up and "perky"

On top of this I got a letter from the Insurance company and they now need more information for my claim...

I have a small long term disability plan, but sometimes it is very frustraiting to me trying to read and figure out what they want. They want to make sure they don't pay me 1.00 to much...

I think getting this letter on top of being overtired just put me over the edge.

I am home today and having a quiet day to myself with "my four legged kids"

John said just take it easy and rest, you have pushed too far and are overtired and you know it will take a few days to get back. (I am thinking YEAH he understands....)

some now for some Quiet time... and letting all this other stuff sink in slowly and not over react..