i have come to terms that my memory and motivation may never be the same. i have plenty of work to do right now but can't dredge up the concentration to do it. clients calling and calling and calling about work. real busy and too tired to do it!!!!!

makes me sad i am not the same anymore. i used to be a post herald spelling bee winner and now i have to carry around a pocket dictionary. but since i'm never sure what is misspelled, i can't remember to look everything up!!! i leave myself messages and can't remember to look at them. i make appointments and don't remember to show up. i leave myself voice mail reminders and forget to check them. on & on & on it goes!!!!!!

it's depressing. i don't know what else to do but accept it and go on. lately i just cry all the time and get very little done. well, it's making me more depressed directly thinking about it!!!! other than all of that ..."how was the play mrs. lincoln?"

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