I'm under all sorts of deadlines in the next week. I look at Monday on my calendar and start getting nervous! I'm in meetings all day with two proposals due for Tuesday. I have two donor walls to complete and one more that has to be designed by next week.

And I'm SO disorganized, I can't even find my desk. My short term memory is worthless, so I have no idea HOW to do what I've always done. Jerry bought a new coffee maker - a perkolater. And I can't remember how the freaking thing works and he's taught me every morning this week! And these people are trusting me with their donor recognition!? I've spent three hours -3- trying to figure out the sheer weight of some bronze castings on 1/2 thick acrylic panels. If I'm right the Alzheimers Association will have a stunning donor wall! If I'm wrong - the damn thing is going to weigh 12,000 lbs. and tear down the entry way wall. Why am I doing this? I should take a job bagging groceries, where you don't have to think, or meet anyone's expectations. It's too damn bad that I'm too young to be a greeter at Walmart!