I'm feeling my personal life is stabilizing. One of the more interesting aspects that I've noticed is although Rob and I have a strong relationship, and are going through this rehab and adapting together physically, we go at different paces emotionally. The other day when we were talking I felt that it is just now occuring to Rob that no matter how better he gets, and although there may be no visible effects to other people, his body will likely always feel different. Another interesting area was in his response to constraint therapy - and he was concerned that I thought if he went through it, then I would think his stroke would be gone. It made me realize I am much farther at accepting our new lives, and the positive aspects, then he thinks I am. I want him to get better and if he doesn't I'm very much okay with how things are today.