I finally started to decorate my office at work a bit and decided to put pictures of Jane up in the office. I had been reluctant...thought I'd just burst into tears. But I put them up and it really put me in a good place...memories of what we had and can have again once she heals. OK...I know it won't be the same...nothing ever is, right? But we can have those loving looks and times together again when she has had enough time to recover from this horrific experience. She is strong and I know is working hard to recover... I just keep repeating my mantra...SHE WILL GET BETTER...and...FOCUS ON THE GOOD THINGS! Focus on what SHE needs...NOW... It's all good!

I looked in a candy jar that someone had left in my new office...at the bottom was a Werther's Original...one of her favorite candies!!! She is with me...she's here...she's just taking care of herself right now! As it should be...! :wub2: