I think I had a break through.It was a thought that gave me a familiar"It's goiing to be alright feeling"and I have't had one of those in many months.I think it was when my friend was discussing how long it took me to walk somewhere and she said so what if it took you that long,you have the time.I had a nap yesterday and did not feell guilty that I wasn't doing something.I think I realized it was part of my recovery,part of my "job".I have to let my brain work itself out through sleep as well as physiotherapy.I think things are going along now.I might have just:gotten it".My sister is coming today.I have not seenher in moonths she is going thru a divorce and I understand that but I kinda miss her and nee her sometimes and she has bot beebn there for me.Thank god for my husband!He is my inspiration.Heee has been here every nasyty step of the way.............