I am aware that the entry title sounds depressing but it's a FACT. My wonderful (intended sarcasm) employer has tried once again to pull the rug under my feet (why should I be even surprised)(more sarcasm) After the second year of long term disability is finished, they asked me permission to send my file to the insurance firm that takes over for paying disability premium for the third year. Of course I gave my written permission. From what I can conclude after receiving word from the insurance company, my employer forwarded a copy of their Dr. assessment of my condition (which contain untruths). The insurance people have now refused to pay me unless I provide them all the documents of my file concerning my disability.

That is no problem because I have all the necessary copies. So with my employer I have ALWAYS to fight to justify my disability and make sure of my right to fairness. :bop:

Apart from that, I am more or less stable. The newness of meditation has worn off a little and I'm trying to study for credits to go to college but have a long ways to go. It does keep my mind superficially out of my problems. I am feeling somewhat insecure though :whack: