Bart,

Nope, sleeping until you can take a dirt nap is definitely not an option friend. Not at all - no way shape or form. Might I suggest speaking to your doctor. To my untrained mind you seem to be in a royal funk that possibly a script for anti-depressant or anti-anxiety meds might help. It doesn't mean you are weak. Even the strongest of us here have had to sometimes admit we are not super heroes. I was in a terrible funk this summer (and I'm almost 4 years post) and fortunately talked to my doctor. I take that back - I had a MAJOR melt down in my doctor's office in July.