ok maybe its PMS days, but some days even though I am surrounded by friends & family I still feel all alone in my life, & with this isolation I hate being couped up inside home, being survivor & all this horror stories of virus hubby does not feel me comfortable venturing outside, so I stay inside though today being frustrated with whole world I went out for walk & lo behold tripped on my pant leg & fell, luckily just t few bruises got up & started walking back home again & again tripped & fell on sidewalk. felt like an idiot, come home & kido busy with his video games & hubby in his own exercise world in basement don't get any sympathy till hubby came up & banded me up. was just feeling so sorry & alone in this whole wide world, I realize we all come in this world alone & have to be self sufficient enough so that we are not burden on any one. In those moments I wonder whats the purpose of life & why am I still here. Anyway pity party over now, time to go & finish reading my good book.