I wish It worked that way fking I wish I could just throw that tingly/hazy mind far away.
Luckygirl I really thought I was waking up from a bad dream, a long over due sleep. But then when I looked int eh closet and seen my uniforms weren't in there I knew it was no dream when I stood up and the hazy and tingles came rushing back I knew. It was a cruel joke that the demons like to play to try and still what faith you have away. But it wont happen I refuse to let it bring me down I will walk tall and hold my head high even if I stumble, stutter and struggle along the way. This is my now my "normal" I have to learn to except it and cope with it and move on in life." For what does not kill me only makes me stronger." ( I don't know who said that just know it was something my Dad always told me)