Today is Fathers day. It is supposed to be a happy and wonderful day. We had a bonfire for the kids the other night, and made s'mores for them. As the night went on the kids wanted me to swing and twirl them like I always have, but I was SCARED to; thinking that if I did it could cause me to have another stroke! I could see the hurt and disappointment in their eyes! I wandered off to the barn and had a good cry! I don't see how I can be considered a good Father if I let fear make my kids hurt an
