Last night was a bad night for us here at home,

I get so agitated just for the littlest things and blow up I take it out on my family.

I am getting so upset at myself for that happening. I had told them before that I would control my temper.

I had done it for some time controlling my temper but last night was a bad one and we had a long family talk and my eldest son told me I had told them that would not happen anymore.I feel so ashamed about that, not keeping my word to them. He left and stayed at a friends house.something is bugging me inside and I am trying to figure it out. I have been told this before maybe I have not come to except the fact that I had a stroke Hmmmmmm I think that is part of my temper problem.

We all prayed together and went to bed hopefully my son will come home today..