Back to normal
Okay, I ranted and got that out of the way. I got a little depressed, too. I'm back to "normal", now. I'm glad to see some of you agree with my rant...it's not all in my imagination. I got depressed because someone sounded so GD 'normal' and lucky compared to me (and I thought I was doing great) but, realized that I may not be as normal as her but, AM doing great - for me. So, my 'new normal' ain't so good but, it could be worse! I still have a fear of the future where I could lose my freedom, have to live in a "Zombie home", and not be able to care for my self but, I can't think about what hasn't happened, yet. I will continue caring for Gracie (meow) and myself for as long as possible, work at getting back all the function I can, and make reasonable plans for our future. Positive! Must be Positive!!