Hello all,

It's september 1st here in Turkey, 11:55am, monday, so have a nice week whereever you are.

I havent been to my grandma for the last 3 days, I want to visit her today for a short period of time, as there's some governmental applications to be made for refunds, etc...

The last 3 days were good as my mother said, she was there for the weekend, saturday morning till sunday lunch time, and everything was good she said. She had shown grandma photos of me-my grandfather and herself mainly, and she had reacted differently. My mom also told me that grandma had a peek in the yoghurt cup to see how much were left, and she did a gesture meaning that she didnt want to eat more...a first sign of wanting and not wanting, a very clear sign as she held my mother's hand with her left hand and tried to look into the cup. =))

I also saw my grandma in my dream last night, it was a very clear dream...As I was trying to lift her head up in her house, she all of a sudden said "Cagin, that's fine love, this much is fine", I was in shock...couldn't believe what I've heard, and asked her " how are you?" straightaway, and she said "oh am tired, very tired Cagin, I feel knackered" she said...I said "you need to rest grandma, is there anything you want to watch or listen?"...then the dream ended...I felt so happy to see her talking...and she was herself...when I told about this to my mom she said that her sister, aunt Nursun has also seen her talking in her dream...whether it's a concidence or not we all love grandma, and each other, and will do the best for her...

Keep on fighting grandma..it will take time, but you can make the best of your time, I know you will! Maybe you'll start eating proper food and start drinking water on your own and will get rid of the NG tube in your nose soon...maybe not so soon...but I know you'll do it!

healthy and happy days to all of you,

cheers

Cagin