I know. ..I know... Let it go... it's the past.

Well easier said than done. Everyday is a new day to me and they blend together. I understand now how hard it is to let go. Most things I have but some are buried in my soul. Yes as you might have guessed It I'm back at my ex's but only for 3 days a week and every job after that I go a day less. He is my son and I'm trying to teach him to be a 13 while his father is still wanting him to be a little kid. It's frustrating. But the real issue is I know my perception of my recovery and his were different and I think watching him talk about girlfriend ( she's super cool.. better to always have a good relationship with the new person in son's life) and her invisible issues and making it out like she is in worse shape than me. .. Again have we met?

I know I have to stop and let it go but like I said being here and every day blending into each other I can't tell that time has past.. get me

It can be annoying talking about this all the time but to me it's a new ordeal every time.. what a bother