Being On The Outside
Today I sit on the patio outside. I asked.I was told the charge nurse had to be told because who would be responsible.
Then I was outside.
Funny how my moody blew free in the breeze and my heart warmed in sunlight.
Problem Thoughts stuck on the screen door insisting to be revived by anxiety but my feet tingled with the memory of waltzing through uncut grass.
What has come over me that even the reflection in the glass seemed straighter thinner taller and smiling.no.grinning.
Outside looking up towards blue going up til space makes me dizzy.
Outside I am alone except for the birds I hear all around me and faeries on the ivy.
Outside smells earthy clean. Soft light envelopes me in a misty shadow or is that my vision problems.
Time moves faster outside.
Time for lunch
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