I was thinking about writing things to be grateful about for this year till yesterday. Today I feel so much at loss. can't do any work properly & feels like going in circle can't decide what I want to do in life & how to go about it. okay my life is still great, lot to be grateful about & I have no complaints there. I got amazing family & I am surrounded by most of the people who like me or pretend to. Anyways life goes on. I understand life could have been so much worse than what it is today. I am in good health & still got my sense of humor where I am able to laugh on myself & others. our son is doing great at college & back home for holidays. though he still has student final exam jetlag where his sleep cycle follows his exam cycle & bight owls cycle than us humans lol So I am still trying to find joy of spending waking hours together.

Asha