jean thinks i need to keep up a blog i'm sure because my posts are so LOOOOONNG!!!!!!! i will admit that i have a tendency to go on & on & on & on !

anyway, since i had my stroke i just keep getting madder. i don't know if it is ME that is getting more annoyed, or that other people are becoming MORE annoying!!!!

for instance, it annoys me the way our telephones ring here at the office. it's this high pitched wooonnnggg. that in itself is annoying enough. however, to add spark to the fire, i work with mostly a bunch of silly immature men who are as silly as jr high school girls. when the phone "rings" and it does often( 5 lines) then one of them will yell out in a REALLY annoying voice ......." WHO IT IS?" it makes absolutely NO SENSE WHATSOEVER!!!!!!!

i swear it's like they can sense that i don't want to be bothered. just last week on of them shot a spit ball at me through a straw. it hit me on the side of the face. it made me SO mad that i blurted out before i could even think..." if you injure my one good eye by doing that silly crap, then after i get released from the hospital i will hunt you down like the dog that you are and slit your throat from ear to ear, ARE WE CLEAR?"

he sat there stunned for a minute and then started laughing. i wasn't kidding!!!!!

i don't understand why some people derive SO much pleasure from watching another person suffer. it's just plain sadistic!!! another thing they like to do to annoy me is to startle me. they'll hide behind a door in the hall and then jump out, or sneak up behind me at the fax machine and get right up to me and blurt out "KIM, LINE ONE"... or whatever, just to watch me get startled. i WISH i could show no reaction but i am not THAT in control!!!!

i truly want to be left alone but since i had that stroke everyone in my life ALL are begging for attention. they're bleeding me dry!!!

the phone has started ring again and i need to answer it before they have a chance to pull their ridulous stunt!!!!!