Feeling left out of it...whatever 'it' is
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I feel like I'm being left out of the loop when it comes to hubby and son's running of the photo business. Hubby and son are the ones who've orchestrated the purchasing of digital cameras and the Gateway computer.
Whenever I even try to touch a camera, I get barked at and told not to touch. What am I, a 4 year old with no common sense in how to handle a camera?
Excuse me, I was a photographer for 17 years and I am 52 now, not an imbecile.
It bothers me that I seem to be excluded from the business in slight ways such as my name is no longer on the business cards.
I tried to mention this to my hubby and he blew up. He said he's trying to get away from the business and give it all to son, but then, he a rage-a-holic.
I've always hated to be excluded from things.
As a child my sister who's 6 years older than me, she and her friends would physically slam the door in my face if I tried to see them. Yes, I know 6 years is a vast difference as a child. But it still stings being excluded. I've tried to talk with my sister about events when younger and she doesn't remember them ever happening and aplogized not really understanding what she's apologizing for. I'm the youngest of my family...not the baby.. brother is 10 years older than me...he and his friends tormented me, too. One friend would pick me up off the floor by my ponytail and called me squirt.
Ah, to grow up someday, will it ever happen?
Will I ever grow out of the whiner stage? 
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