PFO follow up
I am feeling disappointed. Had the follow up TEE today and found that my PFO is not fully closed with the device.
The nurse practitioner who has given the most info throughout told me that my PFO was very large and during the procedure they had considered using 2 devices, but used the largest size and thought that they had achieved good closure. Today we found out otherwise. I am feeling that "knife hanging over my head" feeling. I will stay on anticoagulants probably for life and try to shake that feeling.
Also the neurologist talked about it being time to apply for SS disability..."maybe you will get better suddenly but ..."
I have been thinking about this and trying to not feel like doing so was throwing in my towel. I had every intention of returning to work before 3 months...its been 9 almost. I have doubts that I will ever return to being a nurse...not sure I would feel competent...when I asked that directly the doc said that he thought I 'might'
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