hey Mary:

don't worry about what memories of mom kids will have, just never think about quitting, you don't want your children to learn that when going gets tough, you have to show your kids that you still fight on with smile on your face, things do turn around, it do look up, I m thinking man she is able to turn on shower, that's great, you still here on earth for purpose so have fun in these journey of life, maybe not all scenary is great, but its still journey worth going through, raising your kids, making them responsible adults, getting them married, playing with their kids, I could go on with 100 other reasons. so chin up and smile

Asha

Hi Mary

The struggle to recover is hard. I too sit here crying some nights, not from my own struggle but looking after Ray. I too have a son that ignores me when I ask for help. But that is normal. So he is treating you as he would if you were well.

Time to pin the list on the wall! Floor washing - Wednesday-Jimmy.

Take courage. Life isn't perfect. Sort out what is manageable for you when you achieve more pat yourself on the back, when you don't, relax. The world is going to go on spinning anyway.

I think you are doing great.

Sue