Am I up for all of this?
Tonight I sit here half laughing and half crying. Am I doing the right things? What is my next step? Am I just keeping ahead of the game or am I drowning and too dumb to know it? They say, if there isn't enough time for something, then you have to make the time. What do I not do to make the time for the other things? Who do I ignore to pay attention to the other? What job gets left undone for the other to be done? The quiet is too quiet tonight. Yet noise would probably drive me insane. The shed for the cows is nearly complete, the girls room is very close, and my floor is almost done in the kitchen and dining room. The boys are dying to get their room finished, and the new freezer came and the back room wasn't complete yet. The snow coming down gave me mixed feelings today. Tomorrow is another day. I'll make it.
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