I wonder if given a second chance, what really would I do different if given a chance to do it again? The big question along with that chance would be would I know what I know now then? Could I use my current knowledge to "do it again"? Certainly if allowed my present knowledge I would do many things differently, but really would I do anything diffferent if not given any different knowledge? I felt I was doing the best I could at the time when doing it the first time.

OK, mothers, I went to doc yesterday and had CT done which showed I din't have a stroke/bleed. Will have an MRI/MRA on MONDAY. Nothing as of yet to say what caused my dizzyness... just that I'm a dizzy person.

Today, Wednesday, I went to have an ultrasound of my heart, and was fitted with a halter(it's a 24 hr heart monitor that records how my heart is working. Along with the monitor, I'm to keep a diary of what I am/was doing during certain times to correlate any changes in my heart)

Not sure what all this is leading to, time will tell. My mom died of a heart attack when she was 80 so I guess heart problems run in my genes.