Survivor/CAREGIVER
They will have me starting work on Monday May 2nd on half day basis doing what I need to do as a nursing aide. Heavy patient lifting, situations where many things are going on at the same time and you have to deal with. Running around to meet the needs, respond to, give care, bathing, support.
I spoke to the secretary of my neurologist and she just basically responded to go get help with a psychologist. Means she won't be fighting for me. I also learned that if I refuse to go back to work that an arbitrary doctor will evaluate the 2 reports and decide which one stands. If I lose, I have to repay the salary they will have paid me during this process.
LIFE IS SO HARD what's the use? 8 months of recovery after a stroke by carotid dissection seems barely enough to regain my strength and now I will be spending it on physical exertion. My blood pressure isn't even stabilized!
The Dr. that evaluated me is CRUEL. I feel so helpless.
I almost feel like the ending of my life is beginning. That's how it feels inside.
I really need to say it like it is, this is why I am posting this.
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