THURSDAY I HEARD AND SAW A DR ON THE NEWS, WHO DOES FAITH HEALING WITH HIS HANDS. A WOMEN WHO WAS BLIND, CAN NOW SEE.HE PUT HIS HANDS OVER HER EYES. A WOMEN WITH BACK PAIN FOR 7 YR, NOW HAS NO PAIN. HE PUT HIS HANDS ON HER BACK. I KEPT THINKING OF HIM.COULD HE HELP ME. I ACCEPT THE STROKE PART FOR I THINK I DO OK. BUT THE BOUNCING OF MY EYES. THE LOSING OF MY BALANCE AND THE SHAKING OF MY HEAD MAKES MENOT FEEL GOOD, DRIVES ME CRAZY AND I HATE IT.I USUALLY NEVER COMPLAIN ABOUT THIS CAUSE REALLY WHO WANTS TO HEAR!! BUT I ASKED MY HUSBAND IF HE WOULD TAKE ME TO SEE HIM, HE IS A DR WHO NOW PRACTICES AND PREACHES IN CHURCH, MY HUSBAND LOOKED AND LISTENED TO ME AND SAID .YES, ANYTHING TO HOPE AND HELP YOU FEEL BETTERI STARTED TO CRY!! SO NOW, TOMORROW WE LL GO TO CHURCH. IM A BELIEVER BUT THEN I STILL QUESTION GOD. WHY AM I SICK..WHY ARE LITTLE KIDS MOLESTED THEN KILLED.WHY DO PEOPLE GET CANCER. SO YES I STILL HAVE QUESTIONS REGARDING MY FAITH AM I LOOKING AT HIM AND HOPE THAT HE CAN HEAL MY HEAD? WILL I BE DISAPPOINTED IF HE CAN T? AM I EXPECTING A MIRACLE LIKE HE SAYS HE DOES? IS MY FAITH NOT STRONG ENOUGH FOR HIM? FOR GOD? FOR ME? ILL SEE TOMORROW AND I PRAY THAT HE CAN DO A MIRACLE FOR ME!!