The lighter sides of stroke! :)
No more depression!!! I am so thankful I am not depressed anymore. I get upset. I get sad. Sometimes I write blogs when I am upset or make topics on the board when I am discouraged but believe it or not I am actually not depressed. I smile a lot and I laugh at the simplest things. I have many simple pleasures like drinking a cup of coffee before work or watching a family movie by myself on a Friday night. Its actually pretty easy to make myself feel happy. But years ago, this was not the case. When I first joined the board, I was depressed. High school was the most depressing 4 years of my life. I found out that I would never be able to drive. Every job I applied for turned me down because of my disability. My dad made too much income for me to get SSI. I had no friends. My self esteem was terribly low because I felt like no guys liked me. I went through so much during that time. but today I can look back and be thankful my entire world changed. Thanks to facebook, I have hundreds of friends lol I know so many guys who like me that I learned how to raise my standards and actually be picky over who I date. I finally got my permit. And not only do I get SSI, but I also work every summer thanks to a program for college students with disabilities. Because of my disabilities, I will most likely get a career working with the federal government after graduation. My disabilities motivate me to do my best in school to show people I am more than the girl who limps around campus. Thanks to my status, everyone refers to me as the smart girl instead of the disabled girl. My walking has gotten so much better that people only ask if I hurt myself now. People used to think I got in a car accident. Today, people have actually asked me did I hurt my leg playing sports! which is funny because I can;t even play sports lol I have learned to love me for who I am which is a strong, determined, beautiful, smart young lady who has a good head on my shoulders. I am so much more than a survivor. I am a conqueror. I have learned to accept my differences and take pride in them because they make me who I am. If I did not endure struggles each day, I would not be as strong as I am today. It is my innovative creative mind and strong will that makes me proud to be the woman I am today. Thank you stroke for giving me a uniqueness that not many people get the privilege to possess!
I hope everyone enjoyed this entry. You guys always have words of inspiration for me so I just wanted to give back
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