Stephen's minister
I will be getting a Stephen's minister and so will William. I was describing my life to the counselor and she could not believe that i do so much. She said that with my schedule the minister would have to get in touch with me at 1AM in the morning. I told her that that is about the case.
I shared with her about William's stroke journey. She said that i did not talk much about myself. I am so focused on William's therapy and recovery that i do not focus on myself. She said that it was amazing that I am so energetic and happy. God has blessed me with the energy and knowledge to take care of William. I am in the health care profession and therefore all ready have a tendency toward caregiving.
I know that I ask very little for myself. This is a good thing now that william needs so much.
If I were to talk about my feelings, I would say that I am angry at only one person. William's sister gives us lip service about how grateful she is that I am there for William. She knows that it is hard but is not suggesting that she come and help us. I really do not expect her to help. But, i also do not want to get on the phone and appease her guilt for not coming and helping. william wants me to talk to her but, I have so many things to do. I really don't want to use what valuable time I do have and spend it making her feel good.
My son is very busy in his residency in New York city, He doen't have the time to help us. William's son is busy traveling for work. he doesn't have time to help us. William's mom and dad are deceased. He only has the one sister. My family disowned me years ago. I only have my son.
She was amazed that I am so happy and energetic. I guess that it takes very little to make me happy.
I suggested that we both get Stephen ministers and we could go out for lunch after church. William and his minister and me and mine. She will work this out. This may be a very good thing for both of us.
Ruth
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