bartszatmary

Got up took a shower arm/ leg hurt so much. the remote control is misplaced typing to hard . back to bed . my live dont always suck in my dreams. can i sleep till i get to take a dirt nap?

The woman is stoic does eveything she can for me only complains when I do and Im sure Im wrong each time and.... shes right. Now can I really give up? Ill do it for her I guess if I can.

I went to have my bood levels checked, when I got home I got call to go nearest er my level was12.4 It was dangerous. I spent the night in the hosp. got plasma and will start the rat poison again tonight. The good side they manage my pain w/ iv morphine and I love the vanilla pudding. The bad news I almost gave up. My leg hurts always,, my arm and hurts to use it. I just dont care right now, hope I got out of the funk for my loved ones sake. F it I really not care any more it took a1/2 hr to post this. I have passed my limits.

Ill join in I too have my moments. I just got home with my 2nd stroke and and know the fits I threw with the first and the pain it caused my wife. Ithought about that everyday at the hospital. Where would I be without her, dead.Thats where. She saved my butt

Nov 14 I had my 2nd stoke. A little weaker a little slower now a cane and content headache. Im thankful to be home for t day got out of universty of md med ctr yesterday. I thankful for my nurse cook driver and pal, my wife Kelly, my reason to keep going. God has given me a lot to be thankful for. A lot more challenges and I pray alot more courage to pull this off and meet it and remember to thank God and my wife daily. I figure I got to hit bottom first before I excell.

Today I cant wantta I ant gonna and I dont care. What the point? Im not sure. Oh! know. I gotta do this because I might help someother poor *beep* who might make a change to the flippen world. I said if I wont do it for me Ill do it for someone else. Hope tomorrow theres hope.

Im new to the site, and have been looking for a while. Glad Im here. Well I was feeling good about myself today till I tried to cut a piece of left over chicken. I remembered Im handicaped and ripped it w/ my fingers. It can suck to be me. I know Im lucky I really am. I rememeber when I would hear the word stroke and what It did to me Id want to cry.( preferred using CVA) Now am proud stroke surivor. Hope to tell my story someday and title it a Stroke of Luck. Well tomorrow is speech/ot. I should work on that. Everything is PT/OT at this pt typing is a workout.Latter!

Im from cecil co down town port deposit.