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fantastic . good yo hear Jamie

tyou all

I moved to Philippines. having a great time! have everything cable internet car food a wonderful lady Lynn a care giver I meet in Arizona prior. She left her care home to her son and we been inseparable since. The water in the beaches is warm and clean. been to Subic bay Ilocos ,Baguio. Cavite.And are planning a long trip to her home province on an island in the pacific, verac. Oh beaches are clean with 10 15 others . I live where a 1 hour massage cost less than a big mac. Life is Good. Bob

We really miss you here Kelly. I here you !!!! I have short term memory I have cognitive problems lost 60% right side, hurt in side my bones, i am constantly sucking up my drewl so i dont drewl. nuropothy is a bonus. Yet I am alive. And I to feel an emotional loss with everone i loved once.

Eltee, Thank you for your post. I have the same issue. When ppl talk fast or in a high piched decibell i can not here them The words group togrther and its like one long jumbled word. Do you have a high piched rinnging in your ears? I do. Maree next time some one leaves you in the car honk the horn constantly. I am sorry please Maree partner please take the time to take maree with time is nothing and everything.

What a wondrerful lady you are Gladice. Grrr let me at your Dr.GRR GRR Thanks for being there for me.

Lydia You will never be alone. I to have short term memory loss. Many, many of us do. You will always have us. I keep a journel and I have an appointment book i keep with me always. I fill it up with ink on a daily basis.

Dean when I get back from Florida in March, I am going to bowl. Not as well as you tho.I am more into bowling because i know you have lunch their LOL.

Thanking you ( all ) for your very well thought out words of the wise. I am so grateful. :hug: Having this site and you folks Is all the suport i need. Thank You

I Am loosing connections with my Family. Something about my stroke makes me talk about it To people I dont even know. I believe its because it changed my life. I dont just say hey world I had a stroke no, Clients call and the expect me to come to their home and I can not. So i let them know. I have to be Honest. Its part of who I am. NOW. It must upset my family. My Daughters Wife Mom Brothers sisters. The all ignore me when ever i bring up how i feel? This has been this way since day one. I sent an email out talking about how its been going. I tried to keep it positive. Saying I am dizzy alot yada yada yada.... the things we all suffer from. My sister Dawn And brother Tom are the only ones to respond And Tom told me to start a journal so i would keep it to myself. Well I feel bad................................ I say f them i do not need there acceptance to walk crooked through life. I want them to be a part of my life but two years of there not accepting me for me? I say no more. I told them to go to stroke board and read from time to time . I say no more. I will not be participating in upcoming events. Christmas And Thanksgiving. Am I crazy you guys. Do any of you ever feel like your family has put you on the back burner? roll there eyes when you speak like you dont see that, but you sure can feel it. I dont know umm it a dog eat dog world out their, i am the bone. So Actions speak louder than words. I feel Bad. So now they all will be saying wheres BOB. They did this. They cut human conection. My loss but its also loss prevention. Well thanks for reading I have enough steam in me to be the little engine that could.

Yes Steve i get it no offence to women. I lived in a house where I was the only male. #3 girls my wife and a yorkie female also.

Jeez"s Kelli, we don't care if you are or were a drug addict. We don't judge u. We love you like a sister. We only want u to be happy, at peace with yourself and everone around you. When I say we ,I am sure there are plenty of ppl that agree with me. ITS NOT SO EASY TO SEE YOU HAVE HAD A STROKE YET YOU DID. DO NOT EXPECT A NON STROKE SURVIVOR TO UNDERSTAND HOW YOU FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. Also My mom knows how to push my buttons to.

Wow, Here Here Fred. We to are Thankful. Prescious momments. Good Luck Mycroft. And remember as a great one said to me 2 years ago Invisible defisits hurt just the same. Just because my strokes did not come with a walker or a wheel chair, they hurt just the same.

Lydia, I could read the stuff you write all day long. What an excelent writer you are. Thank you for all your writings.

Just read on weekend. missed that the first time Dean. maybe for dinner. We could do TGIF, Bordrodway pizza. It will be a while before i am home on weekend.

no worries kelli i think you r a survivor

Hi I am Bob Sebastian I had a stroke april 27 2010. In the mri they foud another silent stroke in my ever shrinking brain. I would like to meet anyone that has the same understanding as I. Strokes hurt,in more ways than one. I am located in Bloomington and Osakis I drive. Peace brothers and sisters.

Linda you just had your stroke I understand since it has not been 1 year for me. . U have lots of questions. You sleep alot now, let your brain heal. Be patient with others and yourself. Dont get to rattled. Enjoy every minute. Be on good terms with all people. Find some peace. Ok, Sebi one good lookin guy.

Sebi99 and CallmeRachel are two different people, both, by the way, are brilliant thinkers and exceptionally good looking. Rachel I agree (;