Well its now 2 days to go until I bring my husband home. Today I went out to buy some of the personal items he will need. And I replaced the wallet that I so stupidly left on the top of my car.

I'm getting nervous - I haven't had my husband around for the past 10 months and I know he will be different now. I'm worried that I may not be able to care for him, its just that little monkey on my shoulder putting negative ideas into my head.

Tommorrow night I need to move furniture so that the equipment company can set up his equipment on Thursday. The past few days have gone by faster than I expected, still have alot to do, can't stress out, I'll get it done.