Well it's a good thing I'm on anti-depressants BECAUSE I would be really depressed. The whole situation about what will happen with my work makes me feel kinda sick to my stomach. I don't understand WHY they are fighting me on relocation?

But worse of all my mom is very sick and it's been weeks of trying to get a diagnosis on her condition. It breaks my heart to see her this way. I pray every day and surrender to the will of God but the road is not easy when I can't see what's ahead.

I don't like being in the dark and that's how I feel in both situations which of course are not comparable. Not depressed but I am certainly feeling weary and thankful I am taking anti-depressants at this time.