no idea honey, but is it possible you have a UTI or some slight infection ?? something isent right -- and i know the frusterated feeling -- you try so hard , do pretty good and then BAM you run into a wall.. it is frustrating . no doubt - we live it... keep trying honey - and get some blood work done and be checked for a UTI... just my thoughts..

Maybe this is a trial time to see how you are coming along living by yourself? I don't know just guessing as a person but some way, some how something is happening with your thinking system and you become restless there alone. Does this happen when you are by your parents house if you lie down for a rest period of time???

My personal thoughts are if you need a med change or another kind of sleep med to help you fall asleep? Sounds like it's time to call your doctor for advise. Then don't put yourself down by being negative or saying negative things cause sooner or later you really will start to believe the negative stuff you are saying.

I'm so happy to see you type in paragraphs where it can be read much better. So just like you corrected that YOU can handle anything you put your mind to in a positive way. My wife tells me daily I'm way too negative in what I say that I can't do. She says to me that's B.S. So here I am telling you about you being too negative on yourself.

Sure you have had some bad things happen but don't keep dwelling on that, good things are in your life too with God leading and showing you the way!! His light is always shinning for your path. Why do you think we (me and you) are still here on earth??? You got over 12 years surviving I got over 9 years surviving and we are still here to help others along the way. So lets try harder to be more positive in what we say to ourselves, OK? We can always try even harder to get things right!

I hope you can figure it out soon. maybe one of those monitors like they use to make sure nannies aren't abusing their kids, so if something happens you can play it back and watch what happened?

PS - maybe you will like my veg*n blog. I was vegetarian & nearly dairy free before his stroke. I use soy cheese and almond milk, but if some dairy was already in a food, I would eat it. Anyway, I'm not now, because we get the meals on wheels and I need them to survive.

http://itsveggietime.livejournal.com/

Katrina: honey, I don't want to scare you, but I am concerned about your safety being alone. I think it is time for a call to the Doctor and if he can't get you in soonest, maybe the ER. Something is off, yes. And you need a complete workup. Please think about this. Debbie

I still keep thinking about this problem you're having. It sounds a lot like you might have had a seizure and fell out of bed, hurting the various parts you landed on.

The clue to why this is happening could be realted to 2 things:

1. Could it still be the e-stim triggering this?

2. You are doing things differently since moving out on your own. Could there be something you are now choosing to do differently that is making a difference?

If it were me, I think I'd stop using the e-stim and see if these mysteries disappear. I know, I know! But seizures are not freedom, they could lead to broken bones. The doctor does need to be in on this.