got me some blood today
I finally got the transfusion done today... which means i was unable to attend the funeral for my girlfriends grandchild.. but i spoke with wendy and of course she understood... and more importantly i can be here for her when she gets home in a few days... and i am just going to help out with the money i would have spent going down there... as i wrote before thanks to health insurance being so unattainable -costly - the kids had it but with a high deductable ... which they saved for the cost of a normal birth. But who could possible save for a death as well? and sadly that has not been cheap... oh the sad things that can happen ... the transfusion went well--no reaction...
Dan came with for a little while but got bored pretty quickly and uncomfortable so i called beth and had her come and get him.. he has been doing so well as of late ( man i hope i didnt just jinx that) but IV'ing him is working.. the man just cant drink ( tolerate the taste ) of anything that actually is hyderating - COKE is not hydrating .. and i am uncomfrtable with that much sugar being a primary beverage for ANYONE... and the prestroke Dan would definatley agree....
While we are not doing anything wild and crazy - it is nice to have a husband be at least NOT MISERABLE 90% of the time... oh he is still a crab , but this has made our life much more manageable....the housing move is still moving forward... now if i can start to have a bit more energy - i can feel alive... maybe even sit down with a check book and catch my bills up -- when your brain isent in the money game - best not be figuring out the bills for the month ( thats my excuse anyhow) .... i think at the end of my life i will be able to look back and say -- hey - i got a lot of life experience - good , bad and other - but certainley experience... nancyl
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