we all get them - more since the stroke sleepless nights !! arghh
cant sleep, cant toss and turn or i will wake dan so i get up and check the internet out... i used to read or watch TV prestroke .. now i just dont have the concentration...s o i just thought i would share my sleeplessness with you all.... Hate this, i need the sleep and am tired but well, you know the feeling the millions of - what if's -that run through our minds... and to top it off i yawned and messed my neck up ,what the heck !!.... I do have my brief vacation planned -- more stress planning it and getting help than it will probably be worth but i need little just me time... so i wrestle with the guilt and the logistics of it... yes i know the answers - thats the problem... i NEED to do this for me -- so i can continue to care for Dan, but i feel bad about not taking him... but i am not up to the work that entails... and i want to do nothing, not listen for the - Hey, or check on him a bazillion times a day... but then i wonder will i even have any fun worrying about him... who knows ... just late night well early morning rambeling ( at this point) .... just was thinking about everyones sleepless nights...
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