5th Grade Graduation, Therapy, Start Of Summer Break=Fun
My 11 year old graduated Thursday from 5th grade, she is officially in middle school, my oldest who is 15 just finished 9th grade. They are getting so old--which makes me getting older! Boo! They are on Summer break now and that means fun and sleeping in for us! My husband just took our youngest and a friend of hers swimming today at a public pool. I went along and rode in my wheelchair just to get out, people watch and get some sun/vitamin D. Think I got a little too much Vitamin D--my sun burn is hurting! But it was a lot of fun!
I have plateaued in occupational therapy and for now am done with it. I talked to physical therapy the other day about plateauing. She said it is possible, I am scheduled for four more visits. I am doing those and then she said we will do an assessment, and see if that is it for now. I had a stroke 9 months ago and have been in therapy for 9 months. I am okay with it if I am at plateaus. My leg, arm, and hand are moveable----they just aren't functional. I can walk with a quad cane for about 6 minutes. I am ready to be done with outpatient therapy, just keep working at home like I have been. I still don't have sensation on my left side, my neurologist just told me usually that comes back within 6 months--mine has been 9 months--guess that is not coming back either. I am not giving up or calling it quits, I am just trying to accept--it is what it is
I think acceptance is part of recovering from stroke also. PT acted like I was giving up, not being a realist, which is what I think. When I told her I felt like my stroke and therapy had been my life for too long and I was ready to enjoy my daughters again and have fun this summer. She asked what would I change, which started a conversation about school activities, like 5th grade graduation--she said that would be good therapy to walk in, I said no; I use my wheel chair. She said it would be better to walk, of course, I know that. But if I can only walk 6 minutes, I don't think I can walk all around the school, not too mention I just can't sit down any where and get up really easy.
Like I told my husband, what is wrong if I have to ride in a wheel chair when I go some where?? What is wrong if my arm/hand has no purpose and
I can't use them???? I have been struggling with this all week. I don't want to deal with any of this, but I didn't want to deal with a stroke either and never had a choice. I was just saying to my husband yesterday--how could I be so disabled and my body be in such bad shape????
Anyway, next week is a local fair/carnival that I would like to go to, or go and have my family push me in my wheel chair. People watch, enjoy my kids, share an elephant ear (is that politically correct?) LOL! That's just what we have always called them.
Hope all are enjoying their weekend!
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