Acceptance of stroke, VBS, Driving
Still enjoying the Summer with my girls! Lately we have been goofing off a lot, staying up late and sleeping late. One thing I love about summer is when I don't have to set an alarm clock! LOL Time just goes by so fast, I know I am not the only Mother who would love to know the secret to keeping their children young a little longer. I see beautiful little babies and I wonder how my kids can be 15 and 11!
We start Vacation Bible School tomorrow evening through Thursday evening. I am excited, I have always loved VBS! I used to always be an assistant teacher or a teacher to the beginners class (2 years to 5 years old) and they were always so adorable. I don't teach any more, but we always have an adult class. This year I am excited to go to the adult class. I love my church and pastor! I have been going there for 28 years, the only down side--it is about a 45 minute drive one way from my house. I know by the end of the week I am going to be very tired,.blessed but tired!
Driving a car, yes I have been! Yeah!!!!! My therapists told me to check with my family physician, I have an appointment with him on 7/2 so I have been practicing. We live in a small Indiana town with the population of 400 people, so I have been practicing around my town, the local high school empty parking lot and some country roads. Not at night or not to a large city yet, my husband is in the front seat if I need anything. It has been going really well, yeah! I never lost anything cognitive, speech or memory. Thank God! I never forgot anything about driving at all. Like how to drive, rules of the road etc.
When I am driving--it is the only thing post stroke that I can almost do exactly like I did before my stroke. We did buy a steering wheel spinner knob to help with the turns, I have only drove once since my husband put it on, but it seems to really help. Finally something that makes me feel like my old self!
Have a cousin that died at the age of 54 of cancer, she was only 7 years older than me, have to go to her funeral on Wednesday. Funny how people dying puts life back into perspective again.
Acceptance of having a stroke---why do people assume when you say that--you are giving up? I think it is an important part of stroke recovery also. I am trying to accept the things I can't do and accept what I can and own it. I am not giving up or quitting. My therapy is over for a few months and I go back in September to see if I am over my plateaus or not. I am supposed to be stretching and doing some therapy at home on my own.
I still don't have much sensation on my left side and it has been 10 months, there are no exercises or anything to change that. Maybe I am a realist, I have been trying to learn acceptance of what I can change and not change. One thing I definately know---everything about a stroke sucks and stinks!!!! I hate it all!! But I will not give up on myself or quit on myself.
Hope all are enjoying the summer weather!
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