Amy,

I think we are all having our own pitty parties in our own way in these blogs. It's part of the therapeutical value of getting our feelings out in the open. Others here understand what we are going through, so it's a safe place to say what sometimes we don't even want to say to ourselves. You'll get this stuff all worked out..............we all will in time.

Jean

Amy,

I ditto what Jean said. Blogging is therapy. It is your blog, your thoughts, it isn't entertainment for all who read them. Don't write your blog with all of us faceless voyears reading it, in mind- write it for yourself! Have all the pity parties you need in your blog, it is called working out the kinks towards acceptance.

Pam

Amy:

next time do your pity party when I m in town, I missed it, in any case you r one wise girl, from ur 10 year plan, u got one woderul hing, which overrides all other mishaps in life, look at the positive things in your today, don't waste planning your future, who to say that 10 years from now we might be all cured and enjoying life more than any of those other people wo still have their blinders on, and go through life without realising that each day is gift from god, so live to your fullest.

we are all here on earth on borrowed time

Asha