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5.30 in the morning


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What am I doing here at this time in the morning.

I have been lying awake since 4 o/clock feeling sorry for my self, mulling things over in my mind. I thought I would come on and blog about it. Now I am here I cant bring my self to indulge in a screed of self pity.

 

I need to get a grip- all the other things in the world going on it seems so trite. If I was in New Orleans at the moment I would be allowed to indulge in self pity. they have lost everything. Here i am sitting in my comfortable home feeling sorry for myself.

Some of my worries are real, some petty. Thats life I suppose.

 

I blogged about freinds the other day. I have come to the stark realisation that oneof the group of friends just doesnt like me or my family very much. I dont think I am of strong enough personality to ignore her and just get on with the others in the group. She might ruin everything. Goodness I sound like a 8yr old in the playground. I told you I need to get a grip!!

 

I am away back to bed for an hour

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Mary

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MARY,

 

A PSYCOLOGIST ONCE TOLD ME NOT TO THINK, COME TO ANY CONCLUSIONS, OR MAKE ANY DECISIONS, IF I WAKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. SO I WIND UP ON THE COMPUTER OR HAVE A GOOD BOOK TO READ. WHEN I FEEL TIRED ENOUGH AGAIN, I GO BACK TO SLEEP. I USED TO WORRY ABOUT THINGS OVER WHICH I HAVE NO CONTROL, OR TRY TO FIGURE OUT WHAT WOULD HAPPEN IF........................

 

I'M YAWNING, SO IT'S TIME TO MOVE THE CAT OFF MY SIDE OF THE BED AND GO BACK TO SLEEP. HE GOES THERE AS SOON AS I GET UP.

 

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MARY,

 

I HAVE THOSE WORRISOME SLEEPLESS NIGHTS TOO!!!!!! I THINK THE BEST THING IS TO GET UP AND DO SOMTHING WHETHER IT BE READ, WRITE, TV, OR BLOG!!!!!!! YEP, JUST ROLL THE CATS OFF AND GET UP!!!!

 

 

 

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mary your not alone ok im the same way as well with the restless nights

so now i take a couple of benedryl dat knocks my butt out for the night

beats tossing and turning all night huh

ask ur doc fr some sleep pils wat u can and can not use they are great

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It seems like I am always up at 4;30. Nothin to do except the computer. Nowadays its too dark to putz in the gardens! Boy do i feel your pain about sleep. Compared to now (early menapause and hot flashes wake me at 4ish) I used to actually sleep post stroke till lately. Makes life really suck sometime. We are in the middle of a real drought, scant rain for months (like since May) I'm watering like a mad woman, hate to see the bill for this....Going to hit 90's by this weekend-this is unheardof, usually we have a crappy Labor day and then indian summer but 90's! I make myself go to bed around 9 or else I'd be total toast the next day... angry.gif Even Valium isn't workin so good, I took a teeny amount because it use to help me sleep! waycon1.gifhuh.gif

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