What am I doing here at this time in the morning.
I have been lying awake since 4 o/clock feeling sorry for my self, mulling things over in my mind. I thought I would come on and blog about it. Now I am here I cant bring my self to indulge in a screed of self pity.
I need to get a grip- all the other things in the world going on it seems so trite. If I was in New Orleans at the moment I would be allowed to indulge in self pity. they have lost everything. Here i am sitting in my comfortable home feeling sorry for myself.
Some of my worries are real, some petty. Thats life I suppose.
I blogged about freinds the other day. I have come to the stark realisation that oneof the group of friends just doesnt like me or my family very much. I dont think I am of strong enough personality to ignore her and just get on with the others in the group. She might ruin everything. Goodness I sound like a 8yr old in the playground. I told you I need to get a grip!!
I am away back to bed for an hour