I have thought in the past couple of years that I would write a book. At first thought that book was going to be one making a biblical comparison of the 12 steps. I had been heavily involved in al anon at the time and was finding myself discouraged that the God part was so lacking. Its a long story.

Recently thinking that if only I could express my thoughts and feelings better that a book about what this experience has been like might be a good one.

Who knows???

The nurse practitioner at one of my neurologists mailed me a book to read. About a doctor's experience after a head injury. I havent found the peace to sit and read yet.

I think if anything I would write something about the gifts I have received through this experience. I dont always see them yet, but I do know they are definately there. Maybe someday.

Thought i HAD AN APPOINTMENT WITH THE LOCAL NEUROLOGIST TOMORROW BUT WHEN i WENT TO CHECK, FOUND IT'S NOT TIL dECEMBER!

I think I will leave it at that. Kinda wanted to go in a way because of this pain...seems to be getting worse not better and now in my leg as well as my arm. Almost feel that a cane is coming into my future. Fall alot. Lose balance and BAM!!!!

Geuss I need to think about social security too...that is a hard one...feels like no hope to me/

I cant lose hope!